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Thursday, October 21, 2010 8:02 AM
It feels like every thing's gone.
After all that we've been through,
it is all thrown away.
JUST.LIKE.THAT.
I really wonder what happened.
I'm hidden in the dark.
I don't know a single thing.
Opening up the Windows Live Messenger,
seeing the people that's online.
I wanted to click on the names,
but I hesitated.
Then I realised, I was afraid.
I was afraid to start a conversation.
I didn't want to face the brutal reality that the conversation will end in a few phrases.
I did not have the courage to open the window, and I failed.
. . .
I think I'm too NAIVE,
too GULLIBLE.
People wear THICK MASKS on their faces,
I always get cheated.
THEY ARE BITCHES and BASTARDS.
And never to be forgiven.
...